The Price of Appreciation

I once was being asked,
why I left the past,
why I took the chance,
I just smile and glance,
because it's not the price,
but the love that arise.

The question of why,
could be answered because of a guy,
just an ordinary guy,
not a doctor or a contractor,
neither a model nor a billionaire,
has less compared to others,
as for the reasons of love,
with the sincerely acceptance,
my heart widely opened,
even he has nothing to be impressed,
for my own self he's the best.

A smile begins instead of sad,
a worry turns out to be glad,
no loneliness, no fear exist,
the feeling of knowing I have him,
besides me for every breathe,
with his shoulder that I need,
for the tears and the bleed,
I pray for a bless,
dream of everlast,
hope with no harsh.

When the wedding is in show,
I want him to know,
I'll hold his hand, bend in low,
saying that "Although you are leaving, I'll never let you go.." 


-evagurl-
-30th September 2011
-2.15 a.m.



p/s: Im not a poet, I don't follow the poem rules, thus it's just my talking soul.

Officially I'm 23!

22nd September 1988.

Today, 22nd September 2011. I'm officially 23 years old.

Happy birthday Izma =)

Truthfully speaking, I did not remember my birthday because last night we were so busy editing some lesson plan to be submitted before next week. Pathetic enough right?

Well who cares. I still got some surprises for my birthday! Walaweh~

So here they are! *wink* ;

• As I came back from my friend's room, I got a sms;

          Thanks for being the first one! Haha :-P

• I also received other sms from Aya, Mas, Mcna and etc. Thank you so muchiesssss!   

• Oh my mom made my day by sending this:

 

Thank you mama! I love you more than love! You're the best mom I ever have! ♥

• Hey guess what? I got 6 BAND T-SHIRTS from someone for my birthday present! Awww that's so awesome! Pretty cool enough! Yay!

• After taking my morning bath, I rushed to take my food. When I tried to lock my room, I found that my keys are attached to something:  

  Omg!! It's very cute! Thank you so much Lin, only God knows how much I appreciate this! Im really thankful for your efforts and your time for making this cute love for me. Love you too!

• Lastly, thanks for non-stop birthday wishes from my facebook friends. Really appreciate it. Thank you! ♥

Her biggest day

The wedding of my closest cousin. It was on 9th September 2011. Since I was in Malacca and I was not be able to make it home, I only could see the pictures which were uploaded in the facebook. Pathetic enough huh. *tears*

Her wedding dress was made by Rizman Ruzaini. Her wedding official photographer was Muein Mahadi. Her beautiful cousin named Izma. Wahaha! =P

Since I only have their pictures (no pictures of mine..sob..sob..sob) , mind me sharing them with you.

SOLEMNIZATION

 

 

 

 

RECEPTION

 

 

 

 

 

OUTDOOR

p/s: Some of my friends thought that I was the bride because they said that our face look similar to each other. Are we? =P

Good morning teacher!

Now we are going to learn Science in BM.

Hardware = barangkeras
Software = baranglembut
Joystick = batang gembira
Plug and Play = cucuk dan main
Port = lubang
Server = pelayan
Client = pelanggan

Okay beloved students. Now let's us try to translate this:





ENGLISH:
That server gives a plug and play service to the client using either hardware or software joystick. The joystick goes into the port of the client.


Now in BAHASA:
Pelayan itu memberi pelanggannya layanan cucuk dan main dengan menggunakan batang gembira jenis keras atau lembut. Batang gembira itu akan dimasukkan ke dalam lubang pelanggan.”


Excellent. Brilliant. Very Good.
::thumbs up::

...........................



Nowaday most of the Science references in the internet or book are written and publish in English language. I strongly agreed that Science and Mathematics should be teach in English, not in Malay language. How dangerous it will be if we try to use Bahasa, especially in school. You already see the proof above. What's the use of changing the policy if it is leading to the improvement? According to Datin Noor Azimah Abdul Rahim, education policies need to be well thought-out for the long term, and we cannot afford to have new policies with each new minister. Think about it people, your children future are in your hands.


p/s: For all teachers out there, do not use your mother tongue to teach English. Educate your students to get used with the language rather than translating the words to make them understand the lesson. As the old wise man said: ~

"Cuai seorang doktor hilang satu nyawa,

Cuai seorang pemimpin rosak sebuah organisasi,

Cuai seorang GURU musnah satu GENERASI."

*credit to HEadACHE for the 'lesson' above*

The Path of Life

When I was a kid, I didn't have a laptop, iPod, Blackberry, PS3 or iPad.

But

 I drew on the wall.

I read comics and books.

 I played outside with friends.

I saved pocket money to buy these.

 I picked up vegetables and fruits from the garden.

I played hide and seek.

 I ate whatever my mom cooked for me.

Now, I use to hang out with friends but things are in the different ways. When we meet, we busy texting or sms others until we forget how much we miss each other. After we move to the chapter of android, bb and iphone, we tend to chat through them rather than meet up or spending time together.  No more laugh, no more tears, only emoticons to resemble our feelings and thoughts.

How I miss my life before.

Life in the past was hard, but it was good and I survived. I appreciate the way I were raised. Thanks Allah.  

p/s: Sometimes 'old school' is better..



pics credit to Google.

Eid 2011

A day before raya. I sent my lappy to the computer centre to be formatted. In the evening, I got a call from the owner, telling me that I could take my lappy after office hour. So I went to the shop and brought it back home. After Isyak prayer, I opened it and I screamed out loud.

They formatted all data, both local disks including disk C and D.

I backup all my documents and data in local disk D (all important documents since I was in foundation until final year of degree).

But then I found out that nothing was left. I called the man who incharged and he told me that ; "I thought you already save in your external hard disk."

Yes, you thought that without informing me even a word.

My assignments, lesson plan, research data and critical essay which need to be submitted after raya, all GONE..


I celebrate my raya with tears.


Happy Eid Mubarak.


p/s: Dear friends, sorry for all mistakes that I've done, sorry for the harsh words, any fault or any actions which unintentionally or intentionally happened. Maaf zahir dan batin. Semoga Allah rahmati kalian.