Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Doaku
Ya Rabbal Alamiiinn,
Dengan jemariku susun,
Aku memohon padamu,
Semoga bakal suamiku bukan dari kalangan fanatik KPoP,
Semoga adik-adikku tidak terpengaruh dan menjadi artis,
Semoga anak-anakku berada pada landasan dan syariat yang betul,
Semoga seluruh generasi muda Islam berpegang teguh pada prinsip hidup,
Semoga mereka semua diberikan hidayah,
Semoga pahala bulan puasaku tidak berkurang kerana tidak sengaja tertonton video ini,
Semoga pendengaranku tidak dikuasai oleh auto tune yang sangat berkualiti,
Semoga downloaded data broadbandku tak terjejas kerana video ini,
Semoga aku tidak ketawa berguling-guling lagi dengan gigi terkeluar apabila melihat hiburan kini,
Semoga semangat untuk menyiapkan assignmentku tidak berkurang selepas melihat tontonan free,
Semoga, semoga, semoga, semoga, semoga dan semoga.
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Sunday, August 14, 2011
Heart whispers to Soul
There is the time when you find that life is quite difficult. Yet you have to use all of your physical and mental strengths to fight the non-stop challenges until you feel like you want to give up, leave everything and walk down the street alone without any memory.
I do feel the same way. Go to class, then go back to hostel, finish the assignment, group discussion, prepare for presentation, write the lesson plan - those are my daily routine. Well that's a normal life for student, no doubt.
Since this is Ramadhan, I suppose to double my ibadah but it seems like.. things do not happen in the way that I want it to be. Last week I showed my draft of the assignment regarding to the issues that happened in school. However, my lecturer did not approve my issues and asked me to change to another issues. I had to see her and showed my draft for many times until she approved. Actually the time given is not enough for us to do a lot of references and find the information because all assignments and research come at the same time. Yet we have to submit them in a short of time. So we don't have any choice at all. Thus I need to sacrifice my sleeping time and work double. Instead of waking up in the middle of the night to pray and ask for His forgiveness, I use the time given to complete those assignments (with non-stop working). After the iftar and Maghrib prayer I suppose to go for terawih but then I sit on the chair, open my laptop and continue writing the assignment until morning. Yeah that's crazy enough.
There was a night when I was busy typing the explanation for the issues and I fall asleep (with no intention). When I woke up, it was almost 7.45 a.m. and I didn't perform Subuh prayer yet! So I immediately take a wudhu and perform solah. That's sooo weird. Even the solat wajib you almost missed, how about the other ibadah? Durhh what kind of muslim are you? Come on Izma. It's Ramadhan! Again, it's Ramadhan. Where have you been?? =_=
Frankly speaking I feel a bit down.. I wish everything will end as soon as possible so that I can manage my time properly. I wish I could plan better, I wish everything is going to be okay. Oh how I wish those things. Forgive me God :'(
Till then, my take 5 has fulfilled by writing this entry. Now I have to offline and print the assignment to submit tomorrow morning.
Damned. What's wrong with me?
I do feel the same way. Go to class, then go back to hostel, finish the assignment, group discussion, prepare for presentation, write the lesson plan - those are my daily routine. Well that's a normal life for student, no doubt.
Since this is Ramadhan, I suppose to double my ibadah but it seems like.. things do not happen in the way that I want it to be. Last week I showed my draft of the assignment regarding to the issues that happened in school. However, my lecturer did not approve my issues and asked me to change to another issues. I had to see her and showed my draft for many times until she approved. Actually the time given is not enough for us to do a lot of references and find the information because all assignments and research come at the same time. Yet we have to submit them in a short of time. So we don't have any choice at all. Thus I need to sacrifice my sleeping time and work double. Instead of waking up in the middle of the night to pray and ask for His forgiveness, I use the time given to complete those assignments (with non-stop working). After the iftar and Maghrib prayer I suppose to go for terawih but then I sit on the chair, open my laptop and continue writing the assignment until morning. Yeah that's crazy enough.
There was a night when I was busy typing the explanation for the issues and I fall asleep (with no intention). When I woke up, it was almost 7.45 a.m. and I didn't perform Subuh prayer yet! So I immediately take a wudhu and perform solah. That's sooo weird. Even the solat wajib you almost missed, how about the other ibadah? Durhh what kind of muslim are you? Come on Izma. It's Ramadhan! Again, it's Ramadhan. Where have you been?? =_=
Frankly speaking I feel a bit down.. I wish everything will end as soon as possible so that I can manage my time properly. I wish I could plan better, I wish everything is going to be okay. Oh how I wish those things. Forgive me God :'(
Till then, my take 5 has fulfilled by writing this entry. Now I have to offline and print the assignment to submit tomorrow morning.
Damned. What's wrong with me?
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Thursday, August 11, 2011
See that girl?
Yeah, she's the one who stuck up for you,
the one who stayed up,
until midnight just to talk to you.
She's the one whose heart
flutters when she gets
a call or a text from you.
She's the one who fought for you,
the one that missed and loved you.
But by the time you realize
that she's the girl you want..
She's already be with
the guy who figured it out.
Hello beloved followers and readers. I'm quite busy since this is my final semester and I don't find enough time to update my blog. Well, I found this poem in tumblr. So I feel like sharing it with all of you. My advise is do appreciate the one that you really love before he/she leaves you without you realizing it. If you do love someone, tell him/her before you lose them. Don't afraid of being rejected because by telling him/her, your chances to be approved might be 50%. But if you hold and keep it to yourself, he/she might fall for someone and you will be the one who will suffer in silence.
p/s: Im the one who keep in silent until now. Pathetic right.. :'(
the one who stayed up,
until midnight just to talk to you.
She's the one whose heart
flutters when she gets
a call or a text from you.
She's the one who fought for you,
the one that missed and loved you.
But by the time you realize
that she's the girl you want..
She's already be with
the guy who figured it out.
Hello beloved followers and readers. I'm quite busy since this is my final semester and I don't find enough time to update my blog. Well, I found this poem in tumblr. So I feel like sharing it with all of you. My advise is do appreciate the one that you really love before he/she leaves you without you realizing it. If you do love someone, tell him/her before you lose them. Don't afraid of being rejected because by telling him/her, your chances to be approved might be 50%. But if you hold and keep it to yourself, he/she might fall for someone and you will be the one who will suffer in silence.
p/s: Im the one who keep in silent until now. Pathetic right.. :'(
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Sunday, August 7, 2011
22.09.2012
A hope.
I'll be waiting..
If you find me,
You'll get me.
If not,
I won't stay until the rest of my life.
I promise.
p/s: Do fight for me, that is the only thing I'm asking for.
I'll be waiting..
If you find me,
You'll get me.
If not,
I won't stay until the rest of my life.
I promise.
p/s: Do fight for me, that is the only thing I'm asking for.
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Sastera itu Indah.
Form 5 dulu masa belajar subjek Bahasa Inggeris bahagian literature mesti ada satu buku yang wajib kitorang khatam. Buku ni pelajar tingkatan 5 satu Malaysia wajib baca. Gua tak sure la sekarang budak form 5 guna lagi tak buku ni atau dah ganti buku baru. Tapi bagi mereka yang sezaman dengan gua confirm senasib kena hafal sinopsis, characters and bla-bla.
The Pearl by John Steinbeck. Pergh. Sampai sekarang gua ingat lu. Bagi mereka yang tak tahu buku The Pearl ni mengisahkan tentang Kino, seorang yang miskin terjumpa mutiara di mana mutiara tersebut mengubah keseluruhan hidup mereka. Satu kampung datang tengok mutiara tu dekat rumah Kino sampaikan penjual mutiara dan doktor pun tipu mereka sebab nak dapatkan mutiara tersebut. Okay nak dipendekkan cerita anak si Kino dan Juana iaitu Coyotito sakit tenat. Bila jumpa doktor, doktor tu bagi ubat yang salah sebab dia tamak nak cilok mutiara tu dari Kino. Akhirnya Coyotito menghadapi maut dan Kino mencampak mutiara itu ke dalam laut kerana terlalu kecewa di atas kehilangan anak kesayangan dan ketidak tenangan kehidupan yang dihadapi mereka selepas kehadiran mutiara itu di dalam hidup mereka. Oh maafkan gua ayat bm gua memang skema macam harem. (Pedehal lu nak sibuk).
Pada satu hari semasa pelajaran literature (kesusasteraan), teacher gua kasi satu soalan essay yang dijangka keluar dalam trial SPM nanti. Soalannya seperti berikut:
"If you are the writer of The Pearl, how would you want the ending be?"
Jadi gua dan rakan sekelas semua memang goreng habis ah. Jadah budget penulis hebat macam John Grisham. Padahal hampir semua budak kelas gua tulis ending dia Kino jual mutiara tu dengan harga tinggi, Coyotito dapat diselamatkan dan mereka hidup bahagia sampai bila-bila. Jenis perempuan semua benda nak happy ending. (Gua sekolah semua pompuan a.k.a girls school).
Keesokan harinya cikgu English gua baca essay sorang-sorang kat depan. Sampai essay yang last ditulis oleh seorang member baik gua.
After Coyotito had died, Kino and Juana sell the pearl at the town. After that they become rich and they get a new baby named Coyotiti. They live happily ever after with Coyotiti.
Coyotiti. Gua pun tak tau kenapa gua dan member lain gelak sampai bawah kerusi. Yang pasti gua memang ingat nama Coyotiti sampai sekarang.
Coyotiti. Pergh~
The Pearl by John Steinbeck. Pergh. Sampai sekarang gua ingat lu. Bagi mereka yang tak tahu buku The Pearl ni mengisahkan tentang Kino, seorang yang miskin terjumpa mutiara di mana mutiara tersebut mengubah keseluruhan hidup mereka. Satu kampung datang tengok mutiara tu dekat rumah Kino sampaikan penjual mutiara dan doktor pun tipu mereka sebab nak dapatkan mutiara tersebut. Okay nak dipendekkan cerita anak si Kino dan Juana iaitu Coyotito sakit tenat. Bila jumpa doktor, doktor tu bagi ubat yang salah sebab dia tamak nak cilok mutiara tu dari Kino. Akhirnya Coyotito menghadapi maut dan Kino mencampak mutiara itu ke dalam laut kerana terlalu kecewa di atas kehilangan anak kesayangan dan ketidak tenangan kehidupan yang dihadapi mereka selepas kehadiran mutiara itu di dalam hidup mereka. Oh maafkan gua ayat bm gua memang skema macam harem. (Pedehal lu nak sibuk).
Pada satu hari semasa pelajaran literature (kesusasteraan), teacher gua kasi satu soalan essay yang dijangka keluar dalam trial SPM nanti. Soalannya seperti berikut:
"If you are the writer of The Pearl, how would you want the ending be?"
Jadi gua dan rakan sekelas semua memang goreng habis ah. Jadah budget penulis hebat macam John Grisham. Padahal hampir semua budak kelas gua tulis ending dia Kino jual mutiara tu dengan harga tinggi, Coyotito dapat diselamatkan dan mereka hidup bahagia sampai bila-bila. Jenis perempuan semua benda nak happy ending. (Gua sekolah semua pompuan a.k.a girls school).
Keesokan harinya cikgu English gua baca essay sorang-sorang kat depan. Sampai essay yang last ditulis oleh seorang member baik gua.
After Coyotito had died, Kino and Juana sell the pearl at the town. After that they become rich and they get a new baby named Coyotiti. They live happily ever after with Coyotiti.
Coyotiti. Gua pun tak tau kenapa gua dan member lain gelak sampai bawah kerusi. Yang pasti gua memang ingat nama Coyotiti sampai sekarang.
Coyotiti. Pergh~
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Tuesday, August 2, 2011
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