Third day here.
I guess I'm feeling better. I log into my facebook account and I find out that I'm one of those lucky teachers who are sent here because my other friends face more difficulties compared to me. So I should be grateful enough because God makes things much better for me. Thank you Allah :)
Well probably my life will not be as easy as I was before. Maybe my life standard will go down as I'm not living in a Peninsular Malaysia anymore. Yet, moving from a villa to the small house is not cool, of course. The school is only made from a piece of woods, lack of facilities, there's not enough building for classes, the road is broken, animals like cows, buffaloes and dogs are everywhere. But when I first meet my pupils, look through their eyes, seeing how happy they are when they know that they will get a new young English teacher, I feel so touched. I just realize how much they need me to be here. I feel ashamed of myself for not understanding them in the first place. God send me here, my fate is written here and I am chosen to bring a light into their future. Why am I never think those things before? *sigh*
My dear friends,
I'm still in the process of in healing myself. I know I need to be more patient, more calm to face the reality. Thus, I need you to give some supports, advice and inspiration so that I'm able to be a strong girl and the best English teacher. There will be the time that I might feel lost and demotivated, but I know I'm going to be okay from time to time. I know I can do it. I know. All is well.
Oh I forget to tell you something!
This evening I went to town with Kak Nor and she bought me a drink. You can't find it in our place (peninsular). It's called a Coconut Tea whereby they mixed the coconut drink with 'teh tarik' and they also put some jellies into it. First time of drinking, I felt like vomiting but then I found out that the taste was not bad. It was nice actually. You should try it! Please come here and I'll buy one for you :)
Till then, good night.
I'll continue for the next part soon.
Have a nice weekend! ^_^
p/s: Under adversity I miss everyone so much... :'(