Have you ever feel like...

Have you ever feel like you miss someone so much till you cry?
Have you ever feel like you are dying without him/her?
Have you ever feel like your world had gone?
Have you ever feel like you really need them now?
Have you ever feel like you cant stand it anymore?
Have you ever feel like you want to go to somewhere else, so far from here?
Have you ever feel like you wish to lose your memory so that you can forget everything?
Have you ever feel like you dont trust anyone anymore?
Have you ever feel like you hate yourself for what had happened?
Have you ever feel like you cant forgive yourself anymore?
Have you ever feel like all above?

Yes,I have. I do feel all that ways. Before, now and after...