I hate myself

I hate myself coz I can't hate u
I hate myself coz I can't stop thinking bout u
I hate myself coz made this decision
I hate myself coz letting u go
I hate myself coz missing u so damn much
I hate myself coz hurting u
I hate myself coz I can't be myself anymore without u
and I hate myself coz I wanna be with u..
not just a lil bit, a close, but for the rest of my life...

my dear God in heaven pls help me from going down..

p/s : sometimes the best thing for someone that we love the most is to let them go...